Okay, so I thought I'd start again,
Before I lost the plot,
Going back where I might remain,
Because content right now, I'm not,
I was really here just looking around,
Looking on Google that is,
And the website that I found,
Made a suggestion which led me to this,
Basically I wanted to clear my mind,
Stop feeling so stressed and poor,
And it suggested a way to unwind,
Was writing; like I've done before,
And this was always the way I'd write,
When there were things I had to say,
So I'm here again, hoping it might,
Make my bad thoughts go away,
If again I figure, I just resume,
And write as I once did,
Life might not be such a doom,
If of these emations I can be rid,
I just wish there was a form, shape or way,
Or something I could do,
I feel in need of it every day,
In need of something new,
But what this is, I just don't know,
For once, it can't be love,
It finally to me does show,
It doesn't just lift above,
If only if was only good,
If only it it was pure,
But maybe my love's not been as it should,
Would be nice if it were truer,
But this is all just skeptical,
There's no telling what is true,
Maybe once the feeling's real,
I might still be somewhat blue,
It's definately not what I currently need,
What I seek is a release,
A relationship would make me bleed,
Worries just would not cease,
Okay, so this movie's at an end,
The good guy won it all,
All his broken wounds did mend,
And he finally got the girl,
Nonsense, it doesn't ever occur,
And that girl'll never be mine,
And I'll never ever get a girl like her,
Crazy, insane, devine,
Yeah, okay, that's just me,
I like girls that are mad,
The just take life so differently,
And the hair is always rad,
Maybe I should do that too,
Grow hair that's just insane,
Grow it long, I'm overdue,
Nineteen and never had a mane,
Yeah, I'm feeling better now,
Already, just thinking that,
My life if gonna change somehow,
And no, I'm not a skate-bowl rat,
I don't mean even mullet long,
Music long, you know?
I don't want to to look druggo or wrong,
Just, so craziness does show,
Maybe I'm not the classic craze,
I read books, drink coffee, not V,
I don't do crazy things in new crazy ways,
I only try to ever be me,
Okay, okay, I'm crazy there,
I like me; yeah, I'm mad,
And okay, I grant you, hair is hair,
But it's my hair, so it can be rad,
I like crazy stuff in life,
Crazy is where it's at,
It's all so boring without some spice,
Generic is boring and whack,
Life in general should have no rules,
There are laws, but rules are other,
Things not written down, followed by fools,
Things taught to you by your mother,
"Tuck your shirt and comb your hair,
And always dress so smart,
And be always perfect, everywhere,
With a perfect little heart,"
I just... first to mothers reading this,
You're right to say that stuff,
Toddlers shouldn't be so adventurous,
Before they know life's rough,
I'm saying that eventually we need move on,
Grow up, grow out of youth,
If we obey the same rules from the moment we're born,
We're doomed, and that's the truth,
If with what I say, you still disagree,
And you think in your rules you're alive,
If you don't ever want to break free,
"Then go and sit in the corner for five!"
If however you see things as I,
Just do it, just live your life,
Rules just restrict and just make you lie,
To your real self cause all strife,
If you think you need guidence for how to be you,
I'll guide you, how about this,
Listen to what I say, for it will be true,
And will guide you to a life of bliss,
"The Rules of Life" is the book to read,
I wrote it, no need to thank,
It's 600 pages, before you buy it take heed,
That every page, is blank,
And there it is, there's the rules,
The real rules by which to live,
The real thing to show we are not all fools,
The real way, to make life give,
We live on this world for one short life,
People say that life is a gift,
Is that being born, and living in strife?
How does that uplift?
Surely something for which to smile,
Is a gift that always gives,
A gift that's happy all the while,
Happiness as long as one lives,
But rules do not guide happiness,
Rules make people sad,
Law abiding makes people no less,
But other rules, they're really bad,
If you really want to enjoy given time,
Then do it, just be yourself,
Live by your own rules and be sublime,
Listen to you and no one else,
What is happiness? Being content,
With who you truely are,
If you're chasing a dream until you are spent,
You're not living, from life you are far,
How does someone who isn't alive,
Continue on to live?
The answer for which so many strive,
How to make it give,
The answer is so very clear,
But see it, people won't,
When rules just grab the life and steer,
How to live? You simply don't,
So what overall am I trying to say?
Just grow up, there it is,
Grow out of your childhood and live your own way,
The key to happiness is remembering this,
If nothing supresses you, nothing's your boss,
And you belong to you,
Then you're the top one and suffer no loss,
As to yourself, you're always true,
That is simpy the way to life,
That's how, your life gift, to spend,
So to sum it up, to end all strife,
Just be yourself, the end.
